Feast?

Is not called a feast when no one is happy to be there.



Sigh... Is sad to see things like that happen, when it ought to be a fun thing to do. But when legalism starts to creep in, then is no longer a fun thing.

I really hope to just faster get it over with, and then forget about this ever happen.

Just fed up with all the argument about what is right and was is wrong, can't we just enjoy and be happy. Sigh...

Unmotivated

These few weeks have been a bit of a bored in the office, well not to say there is nothing to do or anything, there is plentiful to be done and accomplished. But is just that people in the department is kinda losing the edge, one after another leaving. It does affect the atmosphere of office.



I thought it wouldn't affect me, I am all tough and emotional-less, but I think it does start to slowly creep into my feeling. I do sometimes thing why didn't I ever let go of such a good offer, and stayed back, when in front of me everything seems to be not going well. But yet I strongly feel in my heart I should stay. And that is what I did.

I am trying really hard to stay calm and strong in my workplace, but is just not easy.

Do keep me in prayer. I have always think that I can go far here at Proton. I believe.

Frustrated

It is Sunday! Yea!

Not quite "yea" for me, I am working on a Sunday. Already because of the 2 days that my leave wasn't being approved, now they are jamming me up with work on a Sunday? And mind you this work has nothing to do with the 2 days leave I took.

Yesterday we had a meeting, and due to the urgency of the project that needed to be done, the boss instruct me to do my work at home, now I am struggling to look for a laptop to finish my work, my iBook after 6 years serving faithfully finally went to sleep.

So since the boss say so, no one can reject isn't it? See how can someone be so inconsiderate? Where in the world when you say I can take leave, and then end up rejecting my leave, and now on a Sunday I have to work? Sigh!!!

Anyway, work is still work, for the sake of my company, and hopefully a bonus and increment by the end of the year and the next year, I am willing to go full blast for YouthMalaysia. Let's just hope the management see it.

Isn't it irony, when you do great, no one notice, and just because of 1 small mistake, they turn the whole world around you, and the amount of selfishness in this.

I am frustrated, but I just got to live with it for now.

Sigh...